Born in the cd. from Puebla, Mexico, on May 5 at 5 am, 1979, my signs: Taurus, Leo and Aries: I had a good childhood with many happy moments, I grew up with my two parents present in their own way and my brother 4 years older than me, were loving beings with me and well intentioned. They provided me with privileged opportunities. My mother always tried to give me the best, I studied at the best school at that time and I liked it. I was a shy, rebellious girl, I grew up without limits and very pampered, without religion, without order or values. Although apparently things were fine, over time they became a chaotic and dysfunctional family as relationships frayed and they were unable to transcend conflicts. So a greater friction came creating the first big bang, we all separated, and well this led us all to a depression because everything we thought we had built had crumbled. Over time I began to realize that I lived under a very toxic roof with a very dormant conscience, little discipline and order, which affected my behavior. Something in me knew that I had to flee, and so it was. I fled at the age of 17 to the city of Cancun, and my brother followed me and accompanied me. It is worth mentioning that the family on my paternal side was extremely hostile, elitist and difficult to deal with and living with them was impossible for me to tolerate and I could not be hypocritical. I was very confused and lost but I still left.

 

     Arriving in Cancun I was able to finish my high school thanks to the support of my mother and I started working. I was depressed and worthless. Lost, aimless and extremely naive. Loneliness overwhelmed me. I felt invisible and inferior. Full of fears, insecurities, without a sense of life, without solid foundations, any little thing would knock me down.

 

       Without realizing it, I started a stronger cycle of self-destruction. I entered the world of parties, in an empty and superficial life, I started working and exposing myself in dangerous worlds. Nothing encouraged me until I met the father of my first child, and from there I took hold. I had a good time for some time but it was a karmic relationship and things did not flow, something in me told me to run away again... despite having become pregnant and having engendered life, I chose to be a single mother and that was when my awakening began, my first initiation , being a MOTHER and SINGLE.

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      I continued on the road and I thought that the only thing I had was a passable physical image (youth) and a passable English to find a place and survive because I had a son. I was a victim of my ignorance and I became obsessed with my image so that people would value me thinking that I was worth it because of how I looked on the outside, without realizing it I was feeding a parasite inside of me: a mental eating disorder, I did not know what I was in I got in, food became my comfort and my poison. Gluttony, laziness, vanity and jealousy were my demons.

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      Within the "bad", I started doing yoga and found my first passion. As I was very angry and bitter, yoga helped me a lot to maintain myself, my weakness and arrogance made me angry by not asking for help. I was going up and down like a yo-yo, my teeth began to decay and my skin began to dry out. My eating disorder was growing rapidly, until I turned it into chronic bulimia because of so much guilt; Without realizing it, my demons had already dominated me. As my son grew, he worked and continued to suffer torture in a double life, the internal voids were deeper each time because no matter how hard I tried to find the way out, I couldn't and the vicious circle of victim-executioner and toxic merchant was my favorite game. . I tried everything, in fact I got certified as a hatha and kundalini yoga instructor and I did very well, I started giving classes, that was definitely great because I started to have achievements, but even so I couldn't overcome my problem with tremendous technologies, my body I had already been kidnapped by that demon and I was still silent, with my vehicle programmed towards death, my life seemed to be fine, but the reality is that I was living hell inside, youth did me a favor, sometimes I wanted to give myself up. defeated and disappear, not exist and die, I was so entangled in a knot, lost in a very dark labyrinth and enraged for transmitting this devaluation to my son that little by little he began to grow up and realize my problem, but he did not understand even though his soul yes He was everything to me and he was my light to keep trying to find the way out. He was my best ally and companion who sustained me with his grace and love, he is the soul that accompanies me unconditionally to date.

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     Suddenly, about to throw in the towel after turning 30, my soul took me to ayahuasca in 2011. In my despair I had tried everything by then. That mental parasite that I had bred and fed for about a decade had me cornered and with my head on the floor eating my waste, I felt so ashamed, my self-esteem was completely denigrated. but I knew that I would go for the last battle, so I went with everything and hand in hand with the medicine. I drank and drank medicine until I got so drunk that I disintegrated so many times, apparently I know if those neural networks that I had woven towards my self-destruction and that made my body operate disintegrated, I disintegrated again and again. I died and a few others were reborn Until little by little I realized that if things began to move, that the light began to be seen, I began to have less self-destructive impulses. I felt like there was a new horizon in my brain, maybe toxic neural networks that had been around for a long time were breaking down, was my deduction. And it is until approximately 33 years old that I begin to see the light, a sacred number that connects me with my teacher today. Although still insecure and with a certain fragility, I had a feeling that I had freed her, but that I should keep persisting, it was an addiction, something like heroin, I imagine, I couldn't trust myself. and sit down I had to move on, and yes, the miracle happened, something like my resurrection. At that time, it is worth mentioning that little by little my relatives who stayed in Puebla were dying, mostly from cancer and diabetes. Except my parents and my brother. Since I was 35 I dared to express what I was experiencing to a few and not completely, because I still felt very vulnerable, however I began to declare myself free, and proclaim my VICTORY, I was able to dominate the beast-internal demons that had Taken over my will and my body.

 

       Much better now, although now I had a new conflict, I didn't like my job more but it was my comfort zone. I didn't know how to do anything. Out of fear I return to my "safe" job without wanting to do it, there I meet Majid, in a short time our life changed 360º, we were in the wrong place, however it was the meeting point, where the sphinx was that marked our reunion, we gave up everything and we started a path again with medicine because he was in the process of separation and I now if heal and discover what I was going to do with my life, my son went with his father and finally my growth process began and pure blessings and revelations came into our lives, our souls saw each other and connected deeply, and although nothing was easy at the beginning, from there we did not separate again.

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      The time had come for me to take charge of my life. To claim everything that corresponded to me, to make up for all the lost time and to feel deserving of a dignified life, full of love and courage. My connection with the divine and my fervent desire to live sustained me and that is why today I understand that my demons have to be dominated and turned into virtues, polished to discover the jewel that I keep. Consecrating my steps, make my life a ceremony. The love of GOD @, our creator @ was what I needed to recognize.

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      Since then, I quit my job, afraid of letting go of all my past because how was I going to sustain my life now, and with Majid's impulse we embarked together on a journey towards a new cycle of transformation, now if I could move forward to grow, I was so happy, we did a lot of ayahuasca ceremonies and other medicines, retreats, diets, trips, I participated in workshops, initiation schools and healing therapies, Majid and I loved ayahuasca ceremonies and hoped one day to be able to do that and create such magical encounters, my The true path began to be discovered and the path towards the development of my divine gifts, abilities and capacities began to occur. Since then the world of magic captivated me, the sorceress and priestess awakened in me naturally, between rituals, devotional practices, pilgrimages , initiations, wonderful teachers and worldviews came to empower me and recode all my systems, thus discovering my true being. The transformation has been exquisite, wonderful and extremely enriching. I am grateful for everything that I have lived without wanting to change anything that was, because today I am happy with what I am and what I have. I am fortunate to have a loving galactic blood family close to me. I feel complete and unique. I'm ready to rewrite the story of my life. I am the creator, the weaver and the dreamer.

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       I thank all my teachers of the path, my biological parents and my brother, my school teachers, my first beloved yoga and spirituality teacher, the kundalinis, the temazcaleros, the shamans, the ayahuasqueros, the friends, the timesharers, the spiritual, those of traditional Chinese medicine, those of holistic massages, my magic teachers, the moon mothers, the queen-goddesses, the magdalenas and beloved sisters of the divine feminine. I thank my ascended teachers Yeshua and Ma.Magdalena, Venus and all the archetypal expressions of the Goddess that have helped me to recognize myself.

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       And with all my heart I thank GOD @ my two beloved sons Keita, 5 years old (my son with Majid) and Aaron, 21 years old, to all those souls with whom I was wrong and who hurt me but thanks to them I grew up, and above all to Majid El Malem, my life partner, my soul mate, my lover, my friend, my ally, my partner, father of my son and best friend.

 

        And above all, infinite thanks to Gaia, Mother Tonantzin, Pachamama, Mother Terra for giving me a home where I can experience myself. Thanks to Papa Sol for your bright light and your unstoppable love that gives me direction and encouragement every day. Thanks to the elemental spirits that have helped me in my alchemy and that allow me to manifest the desired reality.

 

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                                         Today I choose to Live LIVE!

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       My soul rejoices in my new Being, I am finally what I am destined to be because I have accepted to grow and mature taking responsibility. Purifying my body has given my soul the security and the space to incarnate my body and remember the path to my destiny.

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       I am like a girl eager to discover the mysteries of existence and play, like a mother who wants to feed life, like a sorceress and priestess who loves to alchemize, refine and divinize the energies that go through her because she knows herself to be a vessel and container of light . I feel like a wise old woman who allows herself to rest and let go because she knows that all this is a dream, that everything has a beginning and an end and is infinite; that consciousness does not die and that life is eternal; I feel the total goddess that is rising through me, because she knows that the rose blooms when she is ready.

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      I am ready to share the best of myself, inter-relate to co-create, contribute what corresponds to me and make use of my natural and divine creative potential, to gestate with beauty and grace through YEMAYA SANCTUARY, and its temple of WATER.

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      It is my purpose to preserve this temple as a pristine place for the clear memory of the history of creation and elevation of all life, enjoyment of honeys and elixirs for the joy of souls; a sacred portal to enter the divine realms and privileged.

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